Monday, November 22, 2004

Sitting inside my room thinking of youtossing and turning,
don't know what to dohow could i miss you,
someone i hardly knowthis feeling's so weird,
but it's starting to growi know for sure i'm in control
but when i think of you, i start to falli know i should stop,
but i don't know how
so i'm writing this poem to release it all somehow
love is a game,
a game i could never winit cuts like a knife,
it pricks like a pini know if i'd love you, i'd soon feel the pain
you're so far away and i'll be waiting in vaini started this poem feeling so blue
i'm ending it now with words that's so true
goodbye "love" maybe i'll see you someday
'coz if we're meant to be "love will find a way"

Look for a dark room

I want to run away.run to somewhere far.
where nobody can get mad at me,
where i can't mess up.
i am looking for a room,
an empty room.
that is dark and has padded walls.
so i can think and realize that i am nothing at all.
i always say the wrong things at the wrong time.
i get screamed at for not knowing.
but it wasn't my fault.
i know i am nothing at all.
crying is my hobbylooking at myself is my favorite thing to do.
and making people hate me is my job.
i stand in front of that mirror on my wall.
realizing i am nothing at all.

Your love gave me my first breath

I look at the pictures of when I was happy
Before I ever knew of the things that you could do
Your love gave me life,
Like my first breath
You picked me up
Took away my pain
Then you must've had your share of me and left
I fell and no one catched me
I'm dying, bleeding
Thinking of what we could've had
There's nothing left to do
I let you inside my soul
You crushed till nothing was left
You gave me my first breath
And you took my last